159.

이이상 내 인생에서 무언가를 성장시키고 그 죽음을 함께 하는 일은 없으리라 생각하지만. 언제나 내 마음의 몇 %를 지니고 있을 그 먼 곳의 고양이에게.

누군가를 마음에 담는 일은 끊임없이 용서하는 순간의 연속이구나, 하고.

이미 공고해진 구조와 이 칼날 같은 세계가 갓 사회로 나온 이들에게 얼마나 많은 무게와 상처로 자리할 것을 알기에, 이미 모든 흉터들로 뒤덮힌 나 정도는 할 수 있는 만큼 말랑하게 굴고 싶어서. 그것이 먼저 나온 이들의 도리라는 생각도 들고. 

My love, leave yourself behind

Beat inside me, leave you blind

My love, you have found peace

You were searching for release

You gave it all

You gave into the call

You took a chance and

You took a fall for us

You give thoughtfully, loved me faithfully

You taught me honor, you did it for me

Tonight you will sleep for good

You will wait for me my love

Now I am strong

You gave me all

You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind

Beat inside me, leave you blind

My love, look what you can do

I am mending, I'll be with you

You took my hand and added a plan

You gave me your heart

I asked you to dance with me

You loved honestly

Did what you could release

I know in peace you go

I won't relieve this love

Now I am strong (Now I am strong)

You gave me all

You gave all you had and now I am home

My love, leave yourself behind

Beat inside me, I'll be with you

-드디어.