195.

“For what it's worth, it's not like the thought never crossed my mind. You know if things were different. Or I was different."

"You could never be different. Am I sure I'm different ? How do I know I'm sure?"

"Hey, I can be sure.” 

"I mean, what does God think?"

"Oh, my God.”

"And on, and on, and on, and on."

"And you know, you... you watch. Okay? In a couple of years, I am gonna be so sure."

"Good luck with that.”

“Find something good in Iowa to believe in, heathen."

“-I'll see you in a couple years."

또한 시선과 방향의 이야기이기도. 분명한 무게를 지니고 날을 세워 뺨을 할퀴는, 너만 모르는 내 시선의 소실점.

눈을 돌릴 때 여자는 언제나 처음 보는 행성을 바라보듯 부신 얼굴을 지닌다. -너는 별처럼 빛나고, 별처럼 뜨겁고. 별처럼, 별처럼, 별처럼.  

I wanna lay by a lake in Norway, I

I wanna walk through Swedish fields of green

I wanna see the forests of Finland, I

I wanna sail on a boat on the Baltic sea

I wanna feel the Russian winter, I

I wanna go to my Polish grandmother's home

I wanna see Hungarian lanterns, I

I wanna walk on the road that leads to Rome

I wanna be free as the winds that blow past me

Clear as the air that I breath

To be young as the morning

And old as the sea

I wanna lose myself in the Scottish highlands, the

West coast of Ireland, the

Cornish breeze

I wanna rest my bones in the Spanish sunshine, the

Italian coastline is calling me

To be free as the birds that fly past me

Light as the fish in the sea

To be wise as the mountains

And tall as the trees

And I wanna be sunny and bright as a sunrise

Happy and full as the moon

I'm fleeting like fireworks fading too soon